So I had my appointment about my ovaries today. What a way to start an entry ( Read more... )

So it looks like getting back into this live journal thing might be pretty easy. Who knew ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 8am with excruciating pain on the right side of my stomach. I thought I had just pulled a muscle in my tummy or something so I got up and walked around, hoping it would go back to normal. It didnt. So I knew Id have to make the decision to take a terrifying trip to the ER. It was even more awful that I thought it would be. The ( Read more... )

Im totally fucked up. I dont know what Im doing anymore. I wake up everyday thinking, "I have to do _____" but I hesitate at every moment. Because I know everything Im doing is strapping another rope around my ankles and wrists. Two year plan for a cell phone, car payments, new job, apartment... whip, whip, whip ( Read more... )

Against all my better judgement (by "better judgement" Im referring to the extreme heartache that occured) I got on the plane in Sydney to make my way back to the states. Its been just about three weeks since Ive been back in the country, and two since Ive been back here in Keene ( Read more... )

Has it really been four months? It just doesn’t feel like time could have gone by so quickly. But with the amount of things that I have done it feels like I should’ve been here for a year or more. I remember being on the bus, and seeing the sign that said International House. This is it. Everything looked so different. The air was hot and sticky. ( Read more... )

Well I just wanted to write and say that Im alive. Who knew two months would fly by so quickly? Well the good thing is that I still have a few months left. Not sure if Ill ever want to leave. Okay, thats enough procrastination for now. Everyone is at the pub and Im not. Booo. :(

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I will be boarding my flight to South Carolina. For the three days I will be spending with my mother we are going to the spa, going shopping, and picking out paint colors for my room in the house they are building. Im most excited about the spa, where I will be getting a 60 minute massage. Ahh ( Read more... )

Do I have to put a disclaimer on every part of my life? Watch out: Heather might do/say something that she wants to do/say! What ever happened to just living life? What ever happened to laughing and playing and not taking everything so seriously ( Read more... )

I think the fact that I have been drinking while writing many of the past entries is saying a lot about my life. Right now I am drinking a But Light out of a can (ick, but you cant complain about the free beers left in your trunk.) Its one of the many, after many Appletinis and many heart-wrenching messages and phone conversations with the ex ( Read more... )