12 Days Left in the U.S.!
Do I have to put a disclaimer on every part of my life? Watch out: Heather might do/say something that she wants to do/say! What ever happened to just living life? What ever happened to laughing and playing and not taking everything so seriously?
Im so excited to get to Australia for five months. Ive been told that the Aussies like to have a good time. For fucks sake, I am twenty years old. Is it a crime, or even out of the ordinary that I might want to go against my better judgement every once in while? Living a life without mistakes, though uncomplicated, may be the most boring way to live. How do you learn about life without actually living it and making mistakes along the way?
Im really finding with 12 days left of being here who actually gives a shit. I dont know if its that my friends dont realize Im going to be gone until June 28th or that they just dont care, but either way many of them dont seem to give a damn. I thought people might actually want to hang out with me a few times and try to make some good memories before I go. Some are just too busy, and some are picking fights with me before I go. NO, Im not talking shit or trying to offend anyone that reads this (remember the disclaimer at the top?) I just mean... wow. I always felt like friends meant more to me than my family but lately the number of people that I feel that way about is just getting smaller. Either its judgement or just plain procrastination.
I think Im going to get on that plane and no one is going to realize I left. Thats a great way to feel.
Im so excited to get to Australia for five months. Ive been told that the Aussies like to have a good time. For fucks sake, I am twenty years old. Is it a crime, or even out of the ordinary that I might want to go against my better judgement every once in while? Living a life without mistakes, though uncomplicated, may be the most boring way to live. How do you learn about life without actually living it and making mistakes along the way?
Im really finding with 12 days left of being here who actually gives a shit. I dont know if its that my friends dont realize Im going to be gone until June 28th or that they just dont care, but either way many of them dont seem to give a damn. I thought people might actually want to hang out with me a few times and try to make some good memories before I go. Some are just too busy, and some are picking fights with me before I go. NO, Im not talking shit or trying to offend anyone that reads this (remember the disclaimer at the top?) I just mean... wow. I always felt like friends meant more to me than my family but lately the number of people that I feel that way about is just getting smaller. Either its judgement or just plain procrastination.
I think Im going to get on that plane and no one is going to realize I left. Thats a great way to feel.