I really dont know why I do this to myself. I'm so naive. Once a bastard, always a bastard.

I had a pissy day. It was definately shit filled.
We'll just have to wait and see. I really hate waiting.
I've got things to do.

I never get on here anymore... but I should.

( in other news... )

I havent written in forever... but everything is going well...

HAPPY 21st TO ME!

( survey! )

( i hate waking up alone )

for some reason, the past few nights i havent been able to sleep for shit. ghey.

I think that you leave a little piece of yourself with everyone you hold dear.
With every person, you exchange pieces of yourself.

Thanks for visiting, Devon, it meant a lot.

3 years.
it that all? it doesn't seem like its been that long.

but it has been the best 3 years of my life.
simply amazing.

There are 2 things in this world that can calm me down and make me breathe a little easier, Chris' touch and my mother's voice.