There are just somethings in life that I would rather eat my own throw up than do.

His party is one of them.

I still feel jippped.

Hopefully one day they will learn to apologize or else I am in for a lonely 3 years.

3 weeks to get my old body back before I have to wear that dress.

It was all too perfect. The broken glass sitting on the sill. My naked body sobbing on the floor ( Read more... )

To be left out must be the most painful experience ever.....

turns out I have a high pain tolerance.

I always feel shadowed by him. It's not even like he's better looking, smarter, more popular ( Read more... )

1 pair of lacy undies later, and I feel like I am dieing ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

877 calories today and it 10:45.

I wonder how many cals I drink to get drunk?

I'm going to give my boyfriend a hummer tonight (not the car).

Maybe have sex with him.

And say I love you, for the first time.

They like to make fun of me ( Read more... )

I won’t play their game anymore. This is my life now. The only thing I want to do is be honest to myself. I can no longer waste energy on being mad and hurt. Forgiveness may sting at first, but in the end I know, I’ll be a better person for trying.