So frustrating, everyday I try to access my old livejournal to no avail

Only a few more days until Arashi goes on hiatus. I wish we had more time with them and that their last year wasn't ruined because of covid. 

Lost my account mentality34...stupid Livejournal forced me to reset my password BUT I no longer have access to that email so couldn't reset the password and have to start all over... sigh.