okay I wrote this a few hours ago...here it is....

[pinkfluffy_dice]

Okaaaaaaaay... the following LJ cut thing is actually what I wrote like.... four hours ago when I was in a hyperish mood rambling on and on about Maya and such. It's pretty gosh darned long but it's an easy read. haha read it anyway.. :P

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!

Comments

[badassbarney]

i want to hang out with yawl

[pinkfluffy_dice]

how much do I see you, Adam?
haha just kidding. I know I promised you we'd hang out with you.
<3333

[badassbarney]

how could i forget... love you shug *hugs* and which metalica song

[pinkfluffy_dice]

wow that reply was quick. btw im trying to read your myspace email you sent me TITLED "you forgot" but my comp is messed up. XP

[badassbarney]

okay i updated my el journalo, i was getting worried that you are starting to resent me... i invite you to im in my space, you turn me down, twice, you leave after i say hello in aim.... and you forgot to add me to your my space friends list... is there somehitng you want to tell me

[pinkfluffy_dice]

oh my gosh. you always think there's some sort of fucking conspiracy against you when really either my computer is fucked up or my fucking MySpace is being a fucking dimwit. STOP THINKING I AM AGAINST YOU AND SHIT LIKE THAT!! I'M NOT!! I FUCKING LOOOVVVVVVE YOU! OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDDDDDD!
Okay... you COULD have been joking in writing that but most of the time you aren't. I just wanna be clear ONCE AND FOR ALLLLLLLLL you are too needy! I ADORE YOU BUT YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO FUCKING GUILTY ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! That is why I am sometimes uncomfortable around you. It's because I'm afraid to mess up. You are one of the people I care about the most. and because I am human I don't think I can be a good enough friend to you and that scares the shit out of me!
OKAY... I LOVE YOU TONNNNNNNNNS! So just don't take this the worng way.
*HUGZZ*