okay I wrote this a few hours ago...here it is....

[pinkfluffy_dice]

Okaaaaaaaay... the following LJ cut thing is actually what I wrote like.... four hours ago when I was in a hyperish mood rambling on and on about Maya and such. It's pretty gosh darned long but it's an easy read. haha read it anyway.. :P

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!

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[badassbarney]

how could i forget... love you shug *hugs* and which metalica song

[pinkfluffy_dice]

wow that reply was quick. btw im trying to read your myspace email you sent me TITLED "you forgot" but my comp is messed up. XP

[badassbarney]

okay i updated my el journalo, i was getting worried that you are starting to resent me... i invite you to im in my space, you turn me down, twice, you leave after i say hello in aim.... and you forgot to add me to your my space friends list... is there somehitng you want to tell me

[pinkfluffy_dice]

oh my gosh. you always think there's some sort of fucking conspiracy against you when really either my computer is fucked up or my fucking MySpace is being a fucking dimwit. STOP THINKING I AM AGAINST YOU AND SHIT LIKE THAT!! I'M NOT!! I FUCKING LOOOVVVVVVE YOU! OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDDDDDD!
Okay... you COULD have been joking in writing that but most of the time you aren't. I just wanna be clear ONCE AND FOR ALLLLLLLLL you are too needy! I ADORE YOU BUT YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO FUCKING GUILTY ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! That is why I am sometimes uncomfortable around you. It's because I'm afraid to mess up. You are one of the people I care about the most. and because I am human I don't think I can be a good enough friend to you and that scares the shit out of me!
OKAY... I LOVE YOU TONNNNNNNNNS! So just don't take this the worng way.
*HUGZZ*

[badassbarney]

i was joking i was just typing that infact when i got this... and why am i needy.... I HAVE HIT ROCK BOTTOM... i thought you knew that but i guess that i was wrong you are one of the only positive in my life right now... I was joking though im sorry if i make you feel guilty... i will try to change for you... love you *hugs* bye bye bye im sorry it was a joke

[pinkfluffy_dice]

dont change for me. just don't change at all... it's just that you go in different directions. Cant explain it.
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[badassbarney]

well then what do you want me to do... im confused.love you shug*hugs*

[tacidsky]

never change for a girl adam.

[badassbarney]

but i think this one is worth it

[tacidsky]

ok say shes worth it. you change, she likes you as a brother like you are now, say you change, let me try to explain it to you on aim....

[pinkfluffy_dice]

haha nothing. it's not changing.... it's just... kinda like using manners in a way... like... if you were supposed to use manners at your friend (who you just met's) house. if you like the cooking you don't yell and say "that was a fucking kick-ass meal!" you say. "I liked that dinner mrs.________"
good enough description? good.
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[badassbarney]

i would say waht a fucking kick ass meal

[tacidsky]

i almost did once at my Ex gfs house.

[badassbarney]

is that why she is your ex now

[tacidsky]

no, she dumped me cus shes a dumbass or sommat. i dont know why she dumped me, she gets back from vacation and, boom, im single again.