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May 21, 2005 22:15

I don't know what to do or say. I want to cry and vomit and scream. It's wierd for me to really sit down and think about my faith. And as much as a feel it's still intact, whatever it may be. I'm mad. I'm mad that God could take away such a young, innocent, good human being. I cried all day yesterday and as soon as I got out of work today I started ( Read more... )

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darkmartyr217 May 22 2005, 05:10:37 UTC
*really big hug*

in some way i can say that i know how you feel, but maybe not. im very proud of how you heald up today at hell/regal.

you and i and jess need to hang out together just the three of us. maybe john can join as well, but it needs to be us three at least.

a really wise friend of mine once told me this piece of advice and it means alot to me he said "if life was perfect, what would heaven be like?"

i wuv you kiddo

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Fuck. acrossauniverse May 22 2005, 05:45:46 UTC
Dear Chirstie,
I'm so sorry.
How could this happen.
On the guilty side,
I really, really, really wanted to go paint pieces of pottery with you.
This is such a terrible happening. I can't imagine what kind of reality hit you are experiencing right now. The only death I've seen are from the old, and...it was expected. I'm so sorry.
When you feel better, I would love to take Carl's advice and chill with you.
Or even, before you're feeling better. So you can see how many people love you. I wish I could help you some other way other than babbling. I'm...just...so...sorry.
I love you.

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Re: Fuck. pinkelephunk May 23 2005, 23:02:21 UTC
I agree. Someday that we all have free we should get together and do something fun. I need good memories of the coming weeks to even out the bad ones.

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blackwideow May 22 2005, 14:45:22 UTC
christie it hurts i know i was not that close to her but i new her and i talk to her and it hurts and sucks...and i got to thinking wean i was driving home i was lusing to the radeo and thinking what if this was her favret song...than i got home and thought she well never beable to get home late and have a midnight snake....her favret books she well never read...than life seemd so m uch more prashous and jest as you said it could have bean eney of us its scarey i dont think i can walk into school tomrow its going to be heard...i mean she is not going to be there...or wean we all walk acros the stage...thale be a emptey seat...and a empry place in all of are hearts...

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laurenfatale May 22 2005, 23:45:05 UTC
we'll all get through this together. i promise <3

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