I had a really bad dream about my mom and myself fighting; I woke up and bawled my eyes out. It gave me a headache and a stuffy nose that persisted after I'd fallen asleep and woken back up.

I really wish I wasn't/didn't feel so fucking alone. No matter how hard I try not to be, I end up feeling more so end the end.

I'm scared it's not gonna change.

Yay emo bullshit.

Someone send me some alcohol.

Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult.

I feel like every time something big or important happens in my life, it's not really happening. Maybe it's happening, but I don't feel the magnitude of it--like I'm just going through the motions ( Read more... )

It's going to be really sad not seeing everyone all the time. I feel like I was only just beginning to become more social and now I'm graduating. Tough cookies.
I got really sad today, realizing that I'll never have Mr. Kathriner as a teacher again.
It's still all rather exciting, though.

Today I learned that, in Boyland, lunch means just friends and dinner means date.

Also, we're singing For Good from Wicked at graduation. I've never seen nor read Wicked, though I want to, but this song is amazing.

( For Good )

Towelhead by Alicia Erian.

I realized I never post.
Nothing's really going on.
I'm a recluse.
I work, I have no friends.
I'm up for a sort of 'promotion' at work.
Roy retired, so I might get to take his place as a clerk.
Prom was lat Saturday. It was fun, but once again, I felt like I was missing something because I didn't have a freaking date. It that sad?
( Pics here. )

Diary by Chuck Palahniuk.