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[pink_nightmare]

I feel like every time something big or important happens in my life, it's not really happening. Maybe it's happening, but I don't feel the magnitude of it--like I'm just going through the motions

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[shuurinakisame]

What I've come to realize now is that the more I age, the less I feel ...uhmm...as though I've gone under any changes. Your parents, your superiors. It turns out they're just children whose bodies grew up too fast. Things happen, time goes by, but the mind seems to stay the same. You start to feel like you are becoming one of those who you, before, thought were old and mature. The thing is, you don't feel old or mature.

Iunno, does that make sense? Time goes by, but what your mind became during childhood is probably what it will be like for the rest of your life.

Have you read anything about existentialism? You should.

[pink_nightmare]

Thank you.