I think that one of the worst feelings in the world is being unnecessary. I could be wrong, its just a thought.

i am so amped about new years. and yes, i am going to use the barely legal excuse again. it is my first legal new years, so i will be getting trashed. which means that i need a new outfit to puke on. you know you want to go to express with me. its been so long, mark. let's go. it'll be a good time ( Read more... )

Christmas was hectic & fun. It was awesome to see all the smith family as well as my own. <33 ( Read more... )

I have to go to Wal-mart. Urgh... I don't feel like fighting a bunch of white trash rednecks for the last bottle of Boone's farm, but alas, this seems to be my fate.

Last night was a ton-o-fun... I <3 the Snacks.

Life confuses me. Boys confuse me. Particularly my boy. Who WANTS to work on happy christmas eve day? How silly.

ever go for years without seeing or hearing from someone, and then all of a sudden, for a whole day, you wonder what they're up to... where they've been or what they're doing? well, my old friend jamie has been on my mind all day. i hope that is a good thing. (premonitions freak me out.) she was so f'ing cool. i wonder what happened to her ( Read more... )

Okay, okay. I just now got our wedding pictures on cd... here's my favorites. (the first 2 bring a tear to my eye. For serious.) The last one is just classic...


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I feel so much better now.  La Napolera with my hunny makes everything seem okay.

I still don't know how the hell I'm going to be in Branford and at the par-tay simultaniously, but whatev.  I'll do what I can to be where I want to be.  If everyone else (my fam) can't deal, its their problem.  But I'm sure it'll all work out...  Josh is so good to ( Read more... )

i am so fricking mad. I swear. Ughr..... So my father e-mailed me today to tell me that the christmas festivities will be held this saturday. anyone remember what this saturday is? yea, that is the day i've been waiting on since what seems like forever. i totally wanted to re-bond with the boys, and i've cried all day and tried to figure out ( Read more... )

Crazy craziness! Last night, Kat, Josh(<3) and I all went to the beach, in hopes of being the wierdo/redneck idiots behind TV reporters who were covering the storm. (my apologies to John Peyton, who is "disappointed" in my actions). Well, tonight, we just got back from another trip to the beach, on this time, we definitely went swimming. I can't ( Read more... )