I just attacked a piano for a while.... longest session I've had in  a while. My fingers are aching nicely. That sort of corrasive headbutting makes me live. One day I'll buy my own piano, one that is tuned so the notes are clearer than crystal, with keys that slide like water.

I also had my last piano lesson in Sweden. Said goodbye to my teacher ( Read more... )

Weekend schedule:

Nov.19th-20th: IB party, Lunch with old host parents and old granparents (Dying granmother who loves me)

Nov.26th-27th: Rotary Good ByE Ping, Elliot and Courtney weekend

Dec. 3rd-4th: Östersund. HELLO Seemon!

Dec 10th-11th: Lucia. Crazy swedish celebration.

Dec 17th-18th: Baking weekend (I couldn't afford 3.3)

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*holds fingers and counts to ten*

Snow will make me the happiest Ping in the world. Lack of snow will make me happy with an ironic tinge to the edges.

Lets recount the weekend. It's sweet I promise. Like a strawberry dipped in cream...

This weekend has been  an "ofestig, kulturellt, matlagningshelg" - An unpartyish, cultural food making ( Read more... )

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and I fell like a girl from a balance beam...

This explicable but unreasonable melancholy is seizing me.

this day last year was one the happiest day of my life.

so here's to me. I'm alone, Fanny's off to france tomorrow, Lotta's with Olof, I couldn't be fucked calling Emma and the rest of the world are entertained in lives.

Let me recount that day.

I'm pretty sure I got up, cooked some breakfast for some people, was tired, set up the shop, helped ( Read more... )

I slept past the ringing mobile this morning, ignored six phonecalls.  (3 from max, 3 from that crazy woman)

I made it to my one and only other class of the day being Physics. (Fysik)

I made it just as the class started from the bus, seeing as the bike is currently sick. Turns out we were doing a lab, and Sven the teacher had paired Pälle ( Read more... )

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?

It was the ultimate.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?

Standing at the summit of an Austrian mountian screaming my lungs out with the company of a girl I won't forget.

3) What was your least favourite moment of the year?

Saying goodbye.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?

Harbourside Utopia! Raving ( Read more... )

I'm having an odd day.

I haven't particulary done anything. I'm tiring of this stagnation. I'm feeling ugly and naked again. This counsellor woman is stalking me, and really, I just want her to leave. I'm scared enough of going home, their suggestions aren't helping. These issues that haunt my world are things only I can resolve. Courage ???

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