last night when i went to bed, and tonight when i tried to lay down to sleep i kept getting flashbacks to my car spinning out of control and hitting that brick mailbox. i thought that i was blacked out when it happened but apparently i wasn't, or my body just remembers it better than my brain. i can't see anything from it, but i can still feel it ( Read more... )

right now all that i really want, since i can't jump out of my skin and into a new body, is a long drive with good music and good bud.

shit man.

sometimes i do dumb things,

and eventually have to face the consequences.

livin' it up till i'm gone,
then it gets serious.

(my brain needs an off switch)

but on a happier note,
i enjoy people. =)

( um, well. )

today was a really good day.
one of my better february 14ths.
i like days where i can't stop smiling.
they are all too rare,
but i'm very happy right now.
yay! =)

ps) boys are, in a good way, surprising sometimes.

...i think that i'm happy?
giggles.

and indeed, i miss my weekends ( Read more... )

Imagine the worst feeling in the world. Now take that feeling, and let it run full blast for a week. Then slowly, ever so slowly, start to sink it down somewhere inside of you, until instead of a throbbing pain its sort of a dull ache. But so dull that eventually you start to forget that its there. It never fully disappears or vanishes, you just ( Read more... )

i am defeated.

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basically.
and def got a hug from the singer.
who is def very attractive.
i love arts and crafts.