sometimes I wish I felt more needed...

to anyone who actually reads this. Its probably a bad idea to take a sleeping pill, then try to go to the bathroom awhile later.
On the other hand, its probably a good idea to take care of said buisness BEFORE taking said sleeping pill
That is all I have to say for now, lol.

(Don't ask how I am still able to type this after discovering previous

She's so beautiful...

I am still totally crazy

ACEN= awesome!! Thanks everyone for friday night....and for the awesome time!

working on my birthday wasn't too too bad. I worked with good nurses and had ok patients. But otherwise my birthday was pretty uneventful. The party next week will hopefully be fun. See everyone there on saturday.

went bowling tonight which was cool. After most everyone left, I was getting through games much faster. I managed to bowl my second highest game ever at a 168. I was super excited....brandon was not...as he didn't even break 100....haha. Sadly the compter terminal was being retarded and I couldn't get a print out....:(

so, today went by, and I am still here. Thanks April and Donovan for coming by to play cards. The company was nice. I was alot more down than I appeared to be or let on that I was. I mostly went to school and played some video games most of the day. Trying to get myself from thinking too much. Not that it worked too well, but whatever. 4 years gone ( Read more... )

Ok, so if you are not a myspacer. I am trying desperately...again to lose weight. Cause I am tired of weighing as much as I do, and what I am even more tired of is having my "tummy" So, I am gonna post my weekly weight in here as well as a few other places, including my work locker. But my weight this week, as of tuesday, was 274.2 lbs. Also ( Read more... )

( one reason I love talking to some of my friends, an excuse to say stupid things )