I don't talk to you, it isn't worth it. You don't listen. What are you thinking? Do you think anymore? You say you have no feelings. It's such a waste. I thought you were worth something, maybe even worth everything.

A needless waste born to walk in the shadows of greater men.

Just forget me. It really is that simple

give me space
to ache,
'cause pacing in this
empty room is how I wanna be
lonely

look, this is how I am
four walls and a bed
talking to the night so late and fair
look, this is really me
you can't take my loneliness
away
from me

lonely,
nervous time to walk the floor
dulcet, fragile moments
when I think I'm
the only one left in the world
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It's funny what you realize when you aren't really paying attention. Sometimes I have such intense moments of clarity, and I know I just know what it is I am suppose to be doing and how I am suppose to be feeling at that exact moment. But just like it came, the moment is gone and I am left even more confused then I was to begin with.

I don't want ( Read more... )

So hot, so thirsty. And drinking day old lemonade from 3 Brother's Pizza on the Seaside Boardwalk.
Tanya, Cali, and I went to Seaside last night. I won a purple cat from the claw machine cuz I RULE!
Tanya and I did the Haunted Manor ride and screamed like school girls. It was awesome.

I can't wait for the Warped Tour. I keep thinking of  how ( Read more... )

So tired I am . And when tired, I speak (and write) like Yoda.

This Sunday is Heritage Day in Easton. I am going to meet Stacy there for the fireworks. After, we are going to go to Drinky's to meet some of her friend. It should be a lot of fun.

This was a stupid update. I'm going to bed now.

And you tell me that it's time to grow up? HA!

I am so filled with rage that I cannot sleep. "Hate in your heart will consume you, too." I know, Will Smith, I know- but I can't seem to snap out of it. I am not delusional enough to think that you are suppose to be happy 24/7. Life is full of ups and downs. Life throws you a curve ball.
I think ( Read more... )

Happy Belated 4th people! I would have updated yesterday but I was busy sleeping.  Also, I have nothing to say.

I went to see the Notebook awhile back, and last night I saw Spider Man 2. Tonight I'm gonna catch Fahrenheit 9/11 and see what the hype is all about. Rented Cold Mountain but only watched about 15 minutes of it before falling asleep.

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I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

2 days ago I recieved in the mail an invitation to my 5 year high school reunion. I'm excited to see some people. :o)

so kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that i let you

"Where else am I suppose to carry it? In my purse?"

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he listens to emo but fat mike's his hero