This full moon with all its excavating. I wished to feel joy, like it was natural. I wished to breathe, easier. I wished to stop judging myself. I wished to know what it felt like to be. To live a natural life notwithbut to find a balance, to find peace, to be given permission to be happy. To feel purpose without having to list the reasons why. AND ( Read more... )

today i woke up with excitement, love and peace in my heart. the last few weeks, months have been the most challenging of my life with everything being threatened, devastated, & finally ruined for good. the last week has been spent with the most intense pain in my heart, one i would not wish on my greatest enemy or any soul ever. realizing this is ( Read more... )

Ok, insert ridiculously poppy, upbeat music *here* so that I can pull it together and go to my craniosacral worshop. I have to learn techniques this weekend where I work on pregnant women and children.. and my hands are still completely covered in puss\laden cracked skin...

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This week has been the laziest of my life! The sun is so hot that I ( Read more... )

seriously though, I've been painting alot, here are my favorites from the last month:

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so much growth is happening right now, I keep finding myself in these states of spiritual fatigue. Def learning to be flexible; learn, grow, rest, repeat.

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Actually, I kind of like it.

 worst week ever! work first, sulking later..
I need art supplies, rich oil paint hues to spread on large canvasses

My turning 30 bucket list isn't going very well.

1. Shrooms (because I've only done them once!)
2. Minature Golf

Maybe I should have been more ambitious, like "travel the world" or "pilates body" but ...
So, apparently getting shrooms in so cal is impossible... last time a friend from Mass mailed us some and they were amazing, maybe I should just ( Read more... )

Lately I've been schooling a bunch of anorexic blonde model types on how to live a life with a balanced view towards food and how to love yourself and your body no matter what. Its awkward because I have my own food & body issues, I am the last person on earth I would think these women would look to for advise or as an example... but here I am, I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I did hot yoga for the first time. It was a 101 degrees vinyasa flow and it was amazing. It was like being forgiven for every toxin I have ever consciously and unconsciously consumed. Every stressful moment was wrung out of my muscles, my joints, my being. Every toxic thought was completely released and forgiven. Today I am feeling ( Read more... )