I have never been so hurt in my entire life. I don't matter. Not '[I]
don't matter to [him].' I don't matter (period)... and someone else does.

tonight i started to cry in my car. i looked at myself in the mirror when it started to happen. just before it began, when the tears were welling in my eyes, i looked at myself and though "you're so beautiful, why do you let him hurt you so much?" i'm done

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Start wearing panties again.

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I knew it would fucking happen. I was tricked, though. I thought I'd have to suffer the awful questions before or during dinner. No, no, no, grandma is getting tricky in her old age. As soon as everyone had headed to the living room to watch the That 70s Show marathon, say asked away. "Does Michael already have a new girlfriend?" Asked with an evil ( Read more... )

Well, I had a whole big soul cleansing post written, then, I accidentally closed the window somehow and now I'm going to go do something I shouldn't.

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Well, there's going to be a change of plans. I don't think I can make it down this weekend. I don't know if I can do much of anything anymore. Michael broke up with me this morning. He said his love for me has changed and that he just wants to be friends. I don't know how to be friends with someone I'm so in love with. I just don't understand how ( Read more... )