I dont know what it is anymore... everything always seems to go wrong. Everytime i do soemthing your there and i hate it! i dont want you there! I hate you! Get out of my life! freakin you arent anything to me. I wish that i would never have to come here to " this " house ,that isnt even home to me,  everything is always bad here. I got to my ( Read more... )

Well i had a great weekend but i dont feel like writing all of it in here so i am going to sum it up for you ( Read more... )

You treat me like shit. What is the point of being here? You say you love me but really you dont. I feel the same why back. You piss me off especially when you talk about my other family when they dont talk about you. I cant wait until April 24 because you will be gone i will be out of here so quickly that when you snap your fingers i will be out ( Read more... )

Okay i havent updated this thing in a long long time... So it is going to be a long entry::

• Friday was fun. It was a half day, not too much happened.. It was April Fools Day. Kids are so gay when it comes to that. The jokes they say is like " oh look your shoes untied " and what not.. I fall for it of course.. =P I am such a goof. Then after ( Read more... )

This is just something i though i could put in here.. about how i just love spring and summer ( because i am like in the mood )

1. I love waking up in the morning and you hear the birds outside and the sun is shinning in on your face
2. I love the smell of flowers
3. I love staying outside after school and not worry about it getting dark so early; you can ( Read more... )

Erin 375 phlps: with out you i would die and then i would make sure they barried me next to you
Megs382312: screw that..i wanna' be in your kaufen.'

God do i freakin love you megan rupert

name: Erin Helbley
* Eyes: brown
* Hair:Medium
* Hair Color: brown

* Height: 5'8''ish
* Shoe Size: 11
* Have tattoos?: Nah
* Have piercings?: yeah two- my ears
* Own a webcam?: nope
* Own a thong? : -

* Wear perfume?: Yes- Still- JLo

HAVE YOU EVER...
* Flown on a plane: nope
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: nope
* Missed school because it was raining: ( Read more... )

Alright, this weekend was so much fun. Well, not at first but it got better. Okay to start it out i went to the dance with Tierra, Megan, Andrea, Taylor, Stephanie, and Nichole. The was fun. Megan =) she won the pie eating contest! It was so funny. This one kid got a bloody nose=\ It was pretty groose. Then I went home and went to bed.

Then i woke ( Read more... )

GOOD JOB TODAY ELYSE! YOU DID SO GOOD!! =)

I dont know about anything anymore.. Life is frustrating right now, and i all i want to do is just scream. Why cant life just be easy?

I cant say a straight awnser, it is always I dont know. I just need to get away. I just need a break. I dont understand what is going on..

Countdowns:

Going to states tomorrow to watch Elyse=) Going with Hannah ( Read more... )