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just thought i'd update a little about my state of mind/life since it's been a few days after my birthday and i'm another year older. =( yeah. i'm feeling as if i'm over the hill already. i suppose if i go look around in that lexicon of phobias, it'll be there: a fear of growing old ( Read more... ) -
Red Runs the Day
Red Runs the Day BlueLightning (TDA) -R/S angst -
Writer's Block: Trading Spaces
If you could be another person for a day, who would it be and why?
i'd be mozart cos he's dead. well, anyone dead really. -
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i'm still suffering from spontaneous crying fits. i've a new drinking buddy. ashfie's his name. cute malay boy, with a cheery outlook in life. i've been having dreams of a certain person. i wish dreams were something more than just a form of expressing your subconscious thoughts. it's too sad and pathetic. it's 4.05 in the morning and he still ( Read more... ) -
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he's leaving. i've got 3 cigarette burns. i've no idea why i did it. paul van dyk was spinning yesterday at zouk. rama was really drunk. i cried at work the other day. vick's being his assholie self but i guess he's concerned in his own way. i feel really fucked up for pz. god of war rocks. -
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it's just a fucking period and it's making me so fucking tired. i'm gonna fall asleep during the paper today. fucking 545 in the evening on a stupid saturday. wahlaukanina ( Read more... ) -
when you own something
ok, so, you like this thing very much(x infinity) and you buy it. but having it doesn't do anything. you like it so much that you keep staring at it but don't feel as if you've owned it yet. somehow like it isn't yours, not really. so what if it's there on your table or cupboard or whatever? owning it's just not enough. -
MUSIC POST. WOO HOO
i'm officially crazy, bonkers, gone off the bend whatever. i'm reading T.S Eliot stuff and even goddam Byron of my own bloody volition. Someone help meeeeeee. i'm in a funk. shite ( Read more... ) -
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ahhhh. i saw this guy who looks like rane. he's got the same eyes, but different everything. but anyway, i was kinda shocked when i saw him cos well, he looked like rane. end of story. next. it's been forever since i last went to a club or whatever and danced my brains out. okay, so the music was a little techno-centric but still, we had a lot of ( Read more... ) -
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im' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not deadim' not dead ( Read more... )