Cant wait for my kroger interview. I have a good feeling about it. Hopefully that means Ill get hired and have 2 jobs. That would be fantastic. Aside from the only 6 hours of sleep a day I would get. But oh well, at least Ill be on my own two feet ( Read more... )

I started falling into one of my negative mood swings again this morning. I think it was a dream I had last night. It involved sara. And we were doing the things we used to like falling asleep in eachothers arms and looking into eachothers eyes and stuff like that. Just thinking about all that stuff puts me in a lonely mood. Its not necesarilly ( Read more... )

Someone please call me tonight. I just want somebody other than my evil sister to talk to.

838-9322 Ask for "the brother josh." :)

My psyciatrist wants me to write something every night about my feelings and beliefs. I wrote something last night that took me completely by surprise. I guess this was something locked deep away in my mind ( Read more... )

I got hired today at Culvers. Exciting. So now I can finally get out of debt. I start tommarow. Kinda looking forward to having a reason to wake everyday now. Ive been slowly getting over sara. I dunno, I think all the pain inside is being replaced with anger. It may not sound like a good thing but I havnt had an anxiety attack on her account for a ( Read more... )

Its me. I just wanted to say hi and tell everyone that Im miserable. I cant find a job. Im in debt. And the love of my life left me in tears. I miss everyone and wish I had somebody for emotional support. I miss Sara so much.

Oh oh oooooh, Im sooo in love!

Hey everybody! How are you all? I found the opportunity to update my LJ and say hey to everyone. As most of you know, Im now out of my dads house and living in MY OWN APPARTMENT! Its awsome. I do miss the internet though... But hey, thats what the library is for. Lifes been getting along fairly well lately. Actually, its been very difficult ( Read more... )

Im definetly homeless in 5 days... Dad had no other reason to offer for kicking me out other than "helping me." What a great help dad.

1. Pick up the nearest book to you.
2. Find the 123rd page.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"It was a countenance of authority they appeared to have held so long that it had worn permanent creases."