i know you read this now, so here ill be open.

[pezandnirvana]

ive been hiding. apathy has held me by my neck. choking the life out of me. its left me empty and everyone has seen it

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[anonymous]

Your mental state creates your physical state. Its more real than you might think. Stress creates a fight or flight reaction, shunting blood away from the internal organs and stomach. On a chronic basis, this is not good for the body and it is no wonder you have Crohn's. Your early family life has alot to do with your susceptibility to stress and the ability to feel safe (and thus turn "off" the stress hormone. Alcohol can be a quick fix but is dangerous to self medicate with. KT there is no easy answer for you, you need to face the root of your issues and find your own way to come to terms with them.