I feel....gross, ugly, obese ( Read more... )

so,
 for those of you who read and replied to my last post all is good, I went to the ob-gyn and nothing is wrong other than I have to take some meds for it to heal. didn't really get the answers I wanted, but none the less I'm not pregnant and never was =)

so, I'm officially with the boy I was seeing for awhile even after this whole ordeal where I ( Read more... )

so yeah... I think I had a miscarriage yesterday morning....:/
perfect timing seeing as I slept with the guy I've been seeing since december for the first time a the same moment!! :/:/

If anyone knows if that's what it was please talk to me!

HELP!

So we slept together everything fine and dandy, he pulls out and there's blood everywhere :S 
now note the ( Read more... )

yea so i'm a fat cow and really can't handle it anymore =(

106 lbs...seriously how did i let it get this bad :/

so basically.. i'm counting again very roughly... (you can correct me if yas want)

cut cut cut

b fast: 
apple : 60 
yogurt light : 100
Total : 160

lunch:
green salad, cucumber, some carrots : 30
dressing light : 80
some cottage cheese light : 80
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so...been going through some tough times lately...vacation as of friday will be great will see Patina yay ( Read more... )

so I've been sick for the past week argh came to work today so they don't think I just wanted to add a week to my vacation ^^ and there's no work for ha ( Read more... )

olaz everyone!!

so...update time...

so lately i had gained a kg ( 2.2 lbs) from 99 to 101lbs ish ok so it's not sooooo bad but yea anyways...
I had to go to the gyno on monday at night, after food a loooot of water with BOOTS on plus sweaters etc.... i was at 104.5 lbs and I freaked out...what is kinda funny is thaat a year ago I weighed 121lbs and he ( Read more... )

happyy birthday to me......
:/
22...fuck.

haha...ok is it awful that I have a huge smile on my face because my ex bf's online gf from Belgium broke up with him 4 days before his birthday?? lol

haha suckkkkkaaaaaa.... k, this isn't because I want him back AT ALL....

it's just he was going on about how serious their "virtual" relationship was and it's always been BS to me. I mean come on for ( Read more... )

3 more hours of school, and no more school for a week, thank effing god!!! argh, i hate school ( Read more... )