My run from my apartment in Kirkland to Juanita Beach along Lake Washington is becoming more of a routine for me these days since it’s finally warmer around here.  I find myself doing the run every few days now.  When I run outside a lot, I feel so great and happy.  I get an endorphin high after my running.  I run throughout the year, but for over ( Read more... )

It was a good weekend.  Saturday night I hung out with Mike and Derek and we got trashed and listened to Death Metal (Nevermore) and talked philosophy and politics.  It was pretty bad-ass.  I’m weak though and can’t hold my liquor so I threw it all up that night and spent Sunday morning with a headache and nausea.  I know I can’t handle more than a ( Read more... )

Ha.  I’ve got my windows open and my whole apartment smells like ganja.  My neighbors seem to enjoy the sacred herb.  I think they’re African.  It definitely makes me want to enjoy a smoke.  It’s a been a pretty long time for me ( Read more... )

And that's how the world began

It’s funny in my last entry I said that I think people should practice some fucking birth control, and here I am helping women get pregnant for a living and thus helping to bring more people onto this earth than would otherwise be here.  Well I have to admit I don’t do what I do for ideological reasons.  When I wake up ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day.  I read more American Gods on the balcony of my apartment and got a bit of a sunburn.  It will go from red to brown in about 3 days.  I always get a sunburn every year once or twice in late spring and then I’m good for the rest of the summer.  My grandmother on my dad’s side had very dark skin.  As a child I even asked ( Read more... )

Today, I am resurrecting this journal.  The energy is correct for it to again become a living, breathing organism.  In the present incarnation, this journal will chronicle my journey to the darkest regions of my mind, the highest peaks of my understanding, and the good, the bad, and the ugly of my soul will be exposed.  Writing things out helps me ( Read more... )

Today was one of the darkest days I've experienced in a long time and it is all because if this:

This will ruin anyone's entire day and maybe even more.  It is simply terrible and no one should click on it unless they wish to explore depths of darkness:

www.kenny-glenn.net/

At first, my reaction was sadness and rage at seeing the videos.  I was ( Read more... )

Classic lyrics from the classic album The Bleeding by Cannibal Corpse.  Summer of 1998 that was one of my favorite albums, along with albums by Third Eye Blind, Ben Folds Five, Morbid Angel, Harriet Tubman, and various reggae and classical guitar compilations.  I think it’s cool how we all have a soundtrack to our lives - all the songs that have ( Read more... )

It's been far too long since I've updated my journal.  Not too much is new.  Just been focusing on getting my apartment set up the way I want it to be set up.  It's been an all-consuming endeavor but it is near completion as well as perfection ( Read more... )

Today we are literally living in a cloud in the Seattle area.  You can't see more than about 30 ft in front of you.  It's very calming though - nice cool and misty.  It's just as cozy as ever.  Now where's my coffee dammit!  This weather will put you to sleep faster than an episode of Falcon Crest.  How's that for a rather obscure 80's TV reference ( Read more... )