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perseverance

∮ tearing myself apart again

Oct 27, 2008 08:40

This is because I can't sleep right now. Because while I'm laying in bed all I can think about are these horrible feelings that I can't deal with anymore. I feel like I'm going to fucking explode. Jeremy was leaving for school this morning and it took all I had to not burst into tears before he left because all I could think about was how horrible ( Read more... )

life = fail, self hate, i am a failure at my life, immigration, depressed

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inkfloret October 27 2008, 15:39:43 UTC

:( I'm around to talk if you want to unload some more.

perseverance October 27 2008, 18:58:22 UTC

Thanks Misa, I appreciate it ♥

inkfloret October 27 2008, 19:04:12 UTC

♥

radiantcarousel October 27 2008, 16:43:41 UTC

Megan.. I wish I knew what to tell you. I know you're going through a hard time right now, and it sucks. It's not right, the way you're getting jerked around with immigration. I wish I lived closer to you, so I could come and get you out of that house. I know Jeremy loves you very much, and I love you too (Dawn as well, in fact).

Don't give up sweetheart. It may not look like it right now, and it may get worse before it gets better, but it will get better and you will be able to do the things you want to. If there is anything I can do to help, all you need to do is ask okay?

If you need me, i should be online, if not you can call my cellphone. 205 531 6829.

perseverance October 27 2008, 19:07:16 UTC

Thanks Katie ;_; ♥

tangledgraces October 27 2008, 19:31:48 UTC

Oh sweetheart ( ... )

perseverance October 27 2008, 20:10:22 UTC

Oh Dawn, thank you ;_; ♥

zenzendazoto October 27 2008, 19:58:48 UTC

No, actually it's easier for people with a greencard to get a job because the companies receive tax breaks for them over native citizens. Plus you have the ability to speak another language and they like that. It's just hard for anyone to get a job with Bush screwing things up.

perseverance October 27 2008, 20:06:43 UTC

I don't -have- a Green Card. That is my point. I need a job -now-.

zenzendazoto October 27 2008, 20:26:41 UTC

Sorry, I meant foreigners in general.

perseverance October 28 2008, 01:15:32 UTC

Probably because they expect foreigners to work for less. I'm not down with that. x.x;

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sailorsanrio October 27 2008, 23:22:58 UTC

I already told you in an IM that if you need to ramble, you can. ♥ Since, you know, I can't talk. :( But you can always call and ramble on my voicemail if you need to. I love you very very much, and I don't like seeing my friends hurt. If I were closer, I'd go and... not give you a hug until I was feeling better so I don't get you sick, but that's why cyber!hugs are the best. ♥

perseverance October 28 2008, 01:14:47 UTC

For some reason, "cyber hug" sounded really naughty at that moment. I blame it on you asking me a/s/l a few days ago (by accident) then asking to cyber. :P

But thank you Raini, it means a lot ;_; ♥

I will rant/bug you if I can think of anything else I need to bitch about XD;