Has it ever felt like you were messing up your life in slow motion. Like there was nothing that you could do to stop the overall screw up of your life. You slowly watch your friends vanish, and your boyfriend wonders why you are pushing him away.

Sometimes I wonder why I am so distant....

Wow, so this will be the first post of the new year, and who is it about ( Read more... )

I'm afraid I am going to jinx this, but today was one of the best days that I have had in a while.

I hope I get to go up to VA friday and see people, and get away from people.

It feels good to not feel like "gum stuck to the bottom of your shoe" for once.

I can't wait to figure out what wrong
with me, so I can say this is the way that I used to beBeing a teenager means a time of constant changing and re-defining what we have already defined of who we are. Why do I make these desisions of "this is who I am" when I know that I am going to change it in the next few weeks. I keep finding myself only ( Read more... )

So I was told to update this thing....so here it is

I have replaced physical contact with those sugary white powered donuts. So far its working, but soon I will gain a million pounds or run out of them...which ever one comes first. Actually they are not my donuts, they are my moms...I stole them. Soon I will move onto the new tub of moose tracks in my freezer. mmm comfort food ( Read more... )

So I am applying to NYU early desision, because its definitely the college that I want to go to, the problem is is that its 40,000 a semester and my mom refuses to pay that unless I go to the high school that she wants me to go to, meaning I have to leave east...which should I do. Give up on my dream college to go East for one more year or go to ( Read more... )

I am stitting here listening to the new Death Cab song, waiting to go to NYC. I am so freaking excited, if only my iPod would charge.

call the cell 704.267.7615

I feel like I have been living a sheltered life. I am just finding out about the diamond conflict, and Rwanda. I mean I knew about it, but never really took the time to research it ( Read more... )

this year is going to be awesome
hands down