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voice ~ i

Mar 27, 2011 19:03

[This is definitely not a beach. Definitely not her beach, either. This is not the home she was waiting by.]

What's going on...

[The voice groans a little, the sound of shoes scuffling against the ground almost drown it out.]

Hello? Is anybody there? [At least she's figured out what the PDA is.]

c: riku, c: rhode kamelot, c: kanda yuu, c: mickey, c: howard link, c: tyki mikk, +niteo nix, c: uchiha sasuke, c: allen walker, c: libitina

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[offline] 1/2!!! ensnarled March 28 2011, 02:05:53 UTC

[He'd been minding his own business, recovering slowly but surely from the chaos during that twin thing a while ago, just letting the PDA play through the various posts people were making lately when--

That voice.

It can't be.]

[text] 1/2 ensnarled March 28 2011, 03:43:56 UTC

[Shit.]

[text] 2/3 i lied ensnarled March 28 2011, 03:44:55 UTC

... no

[text] ensnarled March 28 2011, 03:46:15 UTC

[Oh just... fuck everything, man]

that obvious?

[text] 1/3 permaneolumen March 28 2011, 03:58:29 UTC

[Her heart skipped a heavy beat when the first text came through. It wasn't? Then.. Who could it--]

[text] 2/3 permaneolumen March 28 2011, 03:59:19 UTC

thats not funny riku! you scared me for a minute there

[text] permaneolumen March 28 2011, 04:01:46 UTC

[She reigns herself in again, a little surprised at the sudden knee-jerk reaction to his cheek. Give her a minute, but the second half of that reply comes soon enough.]

... why can't i see you?

[Did he not want to see her? He had left Mickey to get her, and while she trusted the King completely... it would have been nice to see her friend. It had been.. so long.]

[text] 1/2 ensnarled March 28 2011, 07:46:26 UTC

... |

[text] ensnarled March 28 2011, 07:51:17 UTC

[Its a good five minutes before a response get through, but Kairi... if you could see the tens of responses he'd typed and deleted just a few seconds later, trying to get the right words out.]

i have to fix something first

it might take a while, but i swear. ill see you when its finished.

[If he can fix it]

[text] permaneolumen March 28 2011, 08:16:40 UTC

[And she was waiting, a little anxiously. It had been .. Well over a year since she had seen either Sora or Riku, and now here he was. At least.. She assumed it was; it was a little hard to be 100% with text, but she had faith in her friend.
So when his reply did finally come back- she felt her heart stutter. If he had something to do, then...]

... okay. i can wait. [A little longer.]

[text] ensnarled March 28 2011, 08:27:49 UTC

[Mickey will no doubt put and end to this mysterious thing he has going. The king likes to cockblock pretty much everything remotely cool he has going for him here. In the best way possible, that is.

Kairi's reply has him waiting a moment again, dragging a hand down his face and groaning out loud at how annoying this is. He thought he'd have his guilt under control should this ever happen, but now...

Well. Now he was acting the angsty teenager, laying on his bed - since he could already sense Mickey within a few seconds of Kairi's light, so he'd just watch them approach from the safety of his room - with his blindfold pushed up and bunched around his forehead, PDA held up above him as he texted. It was weird, but it almost... made him feel normal again. Made him relax, despite the situation.]

you must be sick of it by now

[His way of saying "sorry", Kairi]

[text] permaneolumen March 28 2011, 08:59:36 UTC

[Mickey was almost there, and even whilst she left with him, it wasn't hard to text in between. She was a seasoned high schooler after all.
But she smiled at his reply all the same.]

i am. ... but its okay. if you want me to wait, ill wait.

[Because until such time as she could do anything but... be in the way, then that was all she could do. Waiting was awful- especially when she knew she couldn't do anything. And the last thing she wanted to do was be a nuisance. She didn't want to be anyone's weak spot. At least, as much as was possible, anyway.]

[text] ensnarled March 28 2011, 09:20:51 UTC

im the one that needs to wait

[He fiddles with the PDA for a while then, after sending that, closing his eyes for a second and gently forcing the Darkness coiling inside of him, ready to burst free without that blindfold covering his eyes to fade back a little. Forcing himself to regain control over it.]

im not ready to face you yet

[.... Damnit Kairi. He'd been so stoic before. Seriously. And now he was spilling his heart like a twelve year old girl. Why did Sora and Kairi constantly manage to do that?]

[text] permaneolumen March 28 2011, 09:26:34 UTC

[You always feel the most over the people you care for most. Isn't that the general rule about things? Kairi had her own share of wistful, wasted days; withdrawn, holed in her house without the urge to go and do anything. It lasted for weeks, sometimes. But she'd always been so energetic with the boys- even now. She could feel herself buzzing with energy just from knowing that Riku was here.

Still. What could Riku possibly need to do that.. was keeping him from being able to see her? He wasn't dangerous- not to her. He kept her safe, Kairi knew that without a doubt.]

whatever you think is best

[Even if it made her upset- marginally. Should Riku catch sight of her and the King arriving to the apartments, then.. Well. She'd certainly look how she felt.]

can i still message you?

[Surely he wouldn't deny her that. ...Would he?]

[text] ensnarled March 28 2011, 09:40:19 UTC

[It is the general rule. And it's no less true with Riku than it is with Kairi. Kairi and Sora are his best friends, no matter what happens or what's said. He cares for them, he stands by them. He'd do anything for them, be that throwing himself away for their safety, for their lives. Which is what he's in the process of. What he's perpetually stuck in thanks to this place.

He just... doesn't want Kairi to see him like this, both because of the shame it'd bring, the guilt that would stab him like a knife between the ribs, and because of the fact that she might try and convince him otherwise. Roxas tried to, and in a way he did, but when push comes to shove... Riku can't think of any way to wake Sora up, to get to that point Sora'd been at when he'd come here other than throwing himself away and doing... well. Horrible things.

Immoral things. Dark things.]

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[There it is, the blinking cursor of indecision. Only this time its more from a sort of amusement, albeit a somber one.]

didnt think youd give me a choice

[text] permaneolumen March 28 2011, 09:57:53 UTC

[It wasn't a great idea, believe it or not Riku. And it may have helped.. But it wasn't the be all, end all of ways to wake Sora up again. After all... Kairi was from your future. She knew Sora was awake again, even if she never really knew he'd been asleep.
She would never think badly of him, either. Not Riku. She knew what he fought for, why he was doing what he was doing, for the most part. Riku was Riku no matter what.]

you dont. not really... but i thought id ask to be polite :P|

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