i want to die in my bed

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I read the Time article about Peter Jennings and lung cancer and of course I went out last night and randomly decided to smoke a cigarette and now I truly can not stop coughing, clearing my throat, and just generally being paranoid that i have cancer. I asked my sister Kerry (not the one I talk shit about all the time) if she thinks that i have ( Read more... )

I hugged a big huge black man tonight and now I smell like soaps and oils even after having scrubbed the hell out of my neck with a wet and soapy rag ( Read more... )

I just watched the first three minutes of an HBO documentary on the AIDS pandemic in Uganda and cried my eyeballs out. 3 minutes! Everything is so fucked up, so unbelievably irreparable.
These adorable little orphaned black kids in oversized blue frocks with bald heads were singing their hearts out and crying. So sad.

On Thursday I once again wore my side ponytail getup (can't.stop.doing.it)complete with pegged jean (ouch.) Or did I? What else would I be wearing, apparently. My hair is pretty much permanently stuck in a side ponytail. SOoo embarrassing. Hit Buckley's with Bean after she was 3 hours late picking me up. Yes, that's 3 hours. Newman was in there ( Read more... )

My life as of late has become some sort of real-life daydream. I have two new high-profile massage clients that are paying me an absolute fortune to come into Manhattan every week, stay in a hotel, eat & drink for free, and dole out a massage or two. I could never have dreamed it to be this good!

Today I got an e-pology from the city kid who stood me up a few weekends ago. The apology was hot, funny, and honest, and he asked if we could try to get together again. I'm not going to write back any time soon, but it was much appreciated considering I was all psyched up for our plans that night and then typically let down. I once really ( Read more... )

the destiny's child "Cater 2 U" song almost made me puke when i saw it on mtv. are they fucking serious with that?? why dont they just lobby to take away the vote and march in support of wife beatings? sick rich bad bitches ( Read more... )

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