ive never felt more unhappy inferior underestimated exploited pathetic in my whole life.

some asshole made a fake lj using all my flickr pictures and intrests and shit. but then i got them to delete it. heres what my life is ( Read more... )

im afraid of never being able to care

i had the most amazing dream last night
i woke up and almost cried that it wasn't true

i simply must go to pratt.

im only motivated by the thought of spring; dresses everyday, my license, driving around blasting M.I.A and wolfpack, junior year being a little bit closer to over. oh yea, blonde hair.

we are all just people.

everything comes back to bite me in the fuckin ass and make me doubt everything ive believed and built my actions upon. for once id like something to fucking work out for me.

my grounding is almost over, which is good, cause i need to see people or i might go insane.
last night i gave myself a tatoo on my ankle with a needle and india ink. it worked, its a molar, its cute as shit.

fuck smell evoking emotions
and fuck being alone