" There is a difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and who we are meant for..."

Yesterday I went to get some Chinese...yum...and walked around the mall ( Read more... )

Today I have the day off! YAY! I am trying to get some stuff done around here. There were like 3 loads of dishes to do and I still havnt put my clothes away that I washed like a week ago. My dad left yesterday for his first vacation in years. He is going to Florida for 2 weeks. We have family down there. He was so excited. I hope he has fun. I got ( Read more... )

Wendsday after work I asked Zack if he wanted to hang out. He said well ( Read more... )

Two months ago yesterday was when my mom passed away. I wanted to have a good day , Zack and I both had off, and I was looking forward to that. When he came over we started fighting because of some thing he was going to this weekend that I felt bad about. So anyways, we get in this huge fight, and because of the stress that was allready ( Read more... )

I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. You're the only reason I am... you're all the reasons I am. ....This was in Zack's away meassage tonight ( Read more... )

Today I woke up early and went over to my moms house. I have been having trouble sleeping the last couple of nights because I cant stop thinking. I miss my mom so much. So I went over there and looked through some of her things. I found out that she used to write to her dad who died 20+ yrs ago just like I write to her now. I had some coffee with ( Read more... )

    Yesterday I had the day off. I woke up late again ( Read more... )

Today started out fine. I got up at 2 (shakes head at self, made coffee, got on the computer for a bit, lounged around, and then ( Read more... )

OK well...Today I have decided to start this on line journal. Hopefully it is actually interesting enough that people will read it. I guess I will tell you a little bit about myself. I am 23 and still a waitress at Red Lobster... Yay! :(I went to school at Pennsylvania Culinary Institute for Pastry Arts ( Read more... )