Frig ( Read more... )

I guess i waste no time.

Way to go slut.

I  have never cried so much in the last 3 days then i have in my entire life.

I need to get away. I need out. Now. This is all too much to handle.

But not after lifehouse concert on June 14th...then NYC on the 15th.

Then im gone...born to run. Its all moms fault... she played that song too much for me as a kid.

sensless useless drama.

fuck. seriously.

aaaaaand i hate it when people bitch about things THEY hate when they do the same thing.

"Fuck- stupid people saying stupid shit when they are drunk pisses me off cuz its all pretty much bull shit"

yup. Im pretty sure all YOU say is bull shit when your drunk. eat your words idiot.

I spend too much of my time in a state of passive dread. Just waiting for something bad to happen. In a life like this- relief is as close as i get to happiness. I used to look at pictures so often, that i would pull out every nuance in the memory- every meaning, every drop of emotion. I sucked them so dry that im surprised they didn't burst into ( Read more... )

Will i need you.

Please help me.

Please?

The past 24 hours have sucked worst than ever.

My parents are mental.
My sisters are retarded.
My love life if a piece of shit.
my work is meaning less
and i feel like im drowning.

nothing is going right.

i feel like screaming, like throwing something, like breaking something. and i cant. and i feel even worse.

fuck you. all of you.

Fuck. You.

Thats all im saying.

No more head games.
No more yoyo.
Im through. Especially with you.

im better than this. im better than you.

I want someone whos crazy about me ( Read more... )

Ugh.

I am so sick. Seriously i feel like i was hit by a bus. It just hit me yesterday all of a sudden and got worse. Last night i was tossing and turning and hallucinating. Pretty sure i had a fever, cuz when i woke up i was drenched in sweat.

Guh. I have to take an exam today that i havent even studied for. Fuck.