Apr 28, 2006 17:36
I want someone whos crazy about me.
I want someone who thinks about me.
I want someone who can't wait to see me.
I want someone who can't stop kissing me.
I want someone who misses me.
I want someone to get butterflies.
I was re reading old journals, and on New Year's when Dave showed up, he wrapped me in a huge hug- kissed me and said he cant believe he just went 4 days without seeing me.
So it got me thinking... if dave really and TRUELLY was seious about wanting what he said Tuesday night... hed act on it right? I see ho crazy James is about Alisha, and even how much Chris was crazy about chantel last night. THATS what i want. Not 'waiting to see what happeneds'. My life is spontaneous...and i shouldnt have to wait. I shouldnt be the one making all the effort.
If he cant think with his heart instead of his head... then i cant be expected to be with someone like that when im doing just the opposite.
Sometimes its now or never. No time outs. No second chances.
I hope he sees that.