I can't breathe. The air around me is too thick for my lungs to process; too filled with toxins for my lungs to get what they need. It wasn't like this yesterday ( Read more... )

Today was the first time my dad has seen me kiss/be kissed by someone.

... His face was priceless.

It's weird being 18.

I should have seen this coming. It seems that just about every 4 months he freaks out about something or other, last time because he wasn't sure how he felt, and this time because I said what he was doing was annoying. He knows I get annoyed talking on the phone while driving. And yet he insisted on talking to me, only to play a "joke" on me. Those ( Read more... )

I hate arguing and he knows it. Yet he insists on arguing with me a lot and it puts a strain on my end of the relationship.

I have my interviews for Brown and Vassar this week.

...I have NO idea what to say.

College Update

Accepted:
Bard
Goucher
SUNY New Paltz

Deferred:
SUNY Binghamton
Tulane

Decision Still Pending:
Vassar
Wesleyan
Grinnell
Kenyon
Brown
Columbia
University of Chicago
Williams
SUNY Geneseo

For the past year, I've been getting excruciating pain in my pelvis area every month or so (not due to cramps). I can't sleep and/or it wakes me up from deep sleep and I can't do anything but lay there and cry and wait for it to be over. I toss and turn hoping to find a position that will relieve some of the pain so I'm able to drift off to sleep ( Read more... )

A Declaration ( Read more... )

Will You ( Read more... )