why do people talk so much shit? do they really think that little of themselves that they have to make someone else's life miserable to make themselves feel more important? I mean seriously people! Grow the fuck up. This is not middle school.

why is that guys only wanna get in your pants?

i totally don't know what to do. there are all these guys and i don't want to hurt any of them. its annoying as fuck and i really want to crawl underneath a damn rock and hide. at least there is one good thing i am not getting married and ruining my life any time soon. so yay to that. i need a drink.

so i am sitting here and thinking about how boys are stupid and make me depressed and that if i become a lesbian would it make things all better? i mean i am physically attracted to men and the thought of being with a girl makes me nauseas but if i am a lesbian i could eliminate men from my life altogether. Right? it just seems like there are no ( Read more... )

party tonight. home tomarrow. gotta leave this damn town. too much drama.

ok yeah so i keep going through episodes of anger and depression. then spirts of happiness, which last shortly. I can't take this shit anymore and my mind wont stop trying about it. so i try and i try to think of bad stuff so as to make it all seem better than it feels but it doesn't work. i feel lonely and in the dark. and no matter how many cons ( Read more... )

Life is PISSIN me off!

I did it guys! I went to the Circus! There were clowns and tall ppl and weird shit, but i made it out alive! WHOO HOO! lol

ok. so get this... now the house that we were supposed to be living in is being rented to someone else. we could have been looking all this time. Lovely.

I f-ing hate facebook! I try to avoid it at all costs. life sux too. everything is breaking and going wrong not to mention i should have been fired today. lucky for me i wasn't reported. otherwise i would be jobless along with all of the other f-ing bullshit that has occured and will not fix. i'm going to f-ing lose my damn mind. i feel like ( Read more... )