i don't think i have hurt this much since last year in charleston...at least not without any outside influences provoking my emotions. it is back...that feeling of inescapable lonliness. i hate it. i want to be rid of it ( Read more... )

ever get the feeling that all of human-kind has given up on something of great importance? i can't put my finger on it. i don't have any specific examples. i don't know what it is. but i feel like everything and everyone and every attempt at something good is a lost cause. i look around and see nothing but broken promises...failed attempts... ( Read more... )

i've been working on this one song off and on all year, and i think it finally came together...nothing amazing, but it's special to me because it's about what God's done in my life over this year of crazy an un-fun transition...it is awesome how he can turn nothing into something beautiful ( Read more... )

is 2+2=green

Wish I had what I needed to be on my own ( Read more... )

23 by jimmy eat world...i imagine i'm singing the verses and God's singing the chorus back to me ( Read more... )

i had to write a reflection paper for my freshman seminar...maybe it will resonate with you or help if you just want to see where i'm at...so here ( Read more... )

i am the worst cook ever...i don't know how i manage to ruin every microwaveable dish i try to make, but it is saddening

sometimes i post songs that describe how i'm feeling at a certain point in time...but this song hits me all the time, every time i listen to it, no matter my mood or attitude...i really think it relates to things everyone struggles with, like being held back by fear or feelings of mediocrity or lonliness or our own little "curses" that we deal with ( Read more... )

i've been content for about a week and a half...i don't remember when it happened or why it happened, but it did, and since that point everything has been ok...God just kind of changed my attitude, without me even really knowing it...i had prayed for things to get better and for me to be ok, but it wasn't something i pursued hardcore...cool thing ( Read more... )