The time is passing so fast and the kids are growing like crazy. My son is just a head shorter then me. Not but two weeks it seems he was just up to my shoulder. My daughter is past my waist now. Any way school is about to start soon, which will put more stress for me. I worry a lot. But having them at school  will help me by them getting out of ( Read more... )

As long as I can remember I would have bad dreams/nightmares pretty often. I kind of expect them after a while. But I have not had them in a while which I didn't think much of it. Well last night I woke up from a nightmare. I woke up with a gasp trying not to cry and come back to the now.  My husband was still awake all he did was touch my shoulder ( Read more... )

We have officially reached 3 weeks back to school. My youngest just started school and my oldest just went back to in person.  Also this week my husband went back to work in the office. It is a hybrid type, they only go in for a couple of days a week. So I was by myself at home for 2 days by myself. And... I was AWSOME!! Tho I did sleep most of the ( Read more... )

My father in law is coming in about a 1 week. ugh he brings in a bunch of crazy energy. Its not great for me it pushes my energy all crazy. Sends my anxiety trough the roof. I have no idea why. He is ok sometimes then he gets crazy. Anyway, my sons last day of school this year is Monday. I an so happy, but also dreading it. He love to watch videos ( Read more... )

I am feeling lost more then ever before. I don't know if i took the right path i think i mess up not sure, just sad and feeling empty. I have been bending over backwards, giving in but i get gifts and yes they are nice but..the word are what hurt. I have no idea why he does not understand. I feel like giving up but i don't want to end up that way, ( Read more... )

To bad we didn't close today it would have been nice to stay home one more day. But alas I had to go to work. Still working on getting the house put together. My husband thinks we should have the house done by now but considring he doesn't help when he gets home from work or do anything on his day off. The house will not get done if he does not ( Read more... )

Hey I have not written here in a while and I have realized that I really should considering it will help me from keeping my emotions bottled up. Me and my husband are still getting used to each other... Will more like he is getting used to me. I kind of already knew how he was so yeah. Anyway he is the opposite of me very..... Fashionable. :) He is ( Read more... )

I swear why is it when men have a mommy issue it is always their girlfriend/fiancée/wife that have to deal with it. Its always my fault when we have a fight because apparently i was not listening. Which it totally bull. Because i was listening it was him who was not listening because he was freaking watching TV! (poof) Ah that feels better. I swear ( Read more... )

Well considering i have been keeping it to myself for a while. I'm Engaged. Jonathan Proposed on our 1yr 3 month anniversary. The date we have set is October 23, 2010.  So here is how he proposed:

I leave early from work cause he says we have reservations at a restaurant at like 5. So i go home and ( Read more... )

NOT ( Read more... )