well things just dont seem to be going anyones way anymore....matt and i well theres so much confusion for both of us and im stuck....stuck between my head and my heart....im trying to keep busy...and it seems to be working ( Read more... )

im sooo mad at myself....i cant believe i got into an accident today...karmas a bitch...i had all these plans with all my money and now they are ruined....i hate to drive...i think the only good thing out of this accident is the fact i didnt have to work and it was in a place that needed to be fixed anyway......my car was damaged more then the ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do anymore....i cant stand anything....i dont know why i get so upset....there are so many things that i feel like i need to control and i cant...i want things to go a certain way and they dont.....its so frustrating and irritating ( Read more... )

its been forever since i actually updated this thing!!!! i was updating on the first but had to delete it to go do something else ( Read more... )

wow...its been like, forever ( Read more... )

well i was watching laguna beach...go figure...and one of the girls mentioned her ex best friend who did NOT like any of her boyfriends and wasnt cool about anything...which reminds me of melissa....sometimes i think about her like rocky on laguna with her ex best...maybe its for the best and sometimes i think well we were probably never friends ( Read more... )

im working so hard....well have one and i just want time to rejuvenate...i have to retake the ACT and apply to colleges....which i keep putting off...work on top of that and a boyfriend and a birthday that i really just dont want to have anymore....i just dont want one...theres no point...its going to be dumb and gay and im gonna have a shitty time ( Read more... )

about 14-15 more days until my birthday and i will be super sweet!!!! hopefully ill be getting my lisence by then ( Read more... )

been a while ( Read more... )

i just want to leave....i dont know anymore...why does no one have any sense anymore??? i dont get it...i cant take it...i cant take my family the drama school a boyfriend and work all at the same time....i cant take it anymore....i cant take how dumb people are...i cant take how people make things all about them i cant take that people dont see ( Read more... )