Ha a new life is here. This feels the same but cold and lonely. There used to be many journals and a flurry of cross communication. Inside jokes, flirting, teaching, expressing, love, friendship. I feel like my what were once what i would call close friends in my life, people i shared intimate secrets and dreams with, have all made what ever net ( Read more... )

Hmm...it HAS been a long time. I no longer look for small opportunities to get online any longer as I am too bothered to update and whatnot or there is just not nearly enough time, so i would rather have no time. Im sitting in Seattle right now, dressed for this evenings events. Rave. HA i like to say it because everyone has something to say. ( Read more... )

Golly. xmas on sunday. hard to fuckin believe. I was excited a couple months ago. what happened? heh...like i dont know ( Read more... )

it IS the cats meeeeeeeeeeeeeow. Luvin it ( Read more... )

Can you all believe it? Im going to be 21 in 4 days or something. I know im just so much more mature than that.....you just cant believe im 21 instead of 30. But its true just 21. I know i have so much worldly, noble experience and deep thought than a 21 year old but man im just good. SOOOO GOOOD!! HAHAHA!!

Lovin it.

Hmmm ( Read more... )

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whoa. Life sure does knock you on your ass eh ( Read more... )

at night is when things are the worst. when dark is dark and its only night breathing back at you. I am broken and then healed, my heart melts and then hardens ( Read more... )

me and jeremy are broken up ( Read more... )