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[peacefulxtouch]

Due to recent events, it has been called to my attention that no one can be trusted.
Therefore this journal is done as far as the public eye (in any sense) can see.
I had made it friends only to keep my life private.
Keep my feelings private,
But it never dawned on me that those "friends" could not be trusted.
So, it's all done..I'm not coming back

Comments

[peacefulxtouch]

oh ok- Let me PRETEND to be happy? Erin, how can you possibly think that will help ANYTHING. That'd be like, me doing nothing but try to please them, and I'm not playing that game. I'm not happy for them...and I'm not going to lie and say or act like I am. All pretending does is please the people around me...and tear me apart even more..And honestly, if I have to pretend to be happy in order to get someone's approval, in order to get someone to remain my friend, then they aren't worth the friendship. It's the people that are actually supporting me, and being there for me to cry to, and letting me be ME that matter. And they're the one's that are truely worth a friendship.

[redplaidsmly21]

Im sure many of those things you said allie could say the same to--why should she have to pretend she doesnt like damian in order to get your approval and for you to remain her friend? And its not like she wasnt supporting you, morely youre not supporting her decisions or letting her be true to herself. So, just know that you should look at it the other way and see that she's not at the root of all the "evil" in this whole thing. But if you truly wish, keep on thinking it and stick with your true friends or something, if you want to loose others that have been there for you time after time, through so much, even enough to weigh out any "mistake" they made.

And as Erin said, if youre going to get mad at me for this, sorry.

[damdog05]

ok seriously guys...i appreciate yalls help and all but thats enough. she'll think what she will and allie and i will do what we will. no justification is needed. everybody should just go their serparate ways now and let this alone.

[peacefulxtouch]

no more melissa entries for a while. sorry.
and when i come back for posting, I'll be sure to leave some Brian McKnight JUST for you.

[liltumbleqt37]

oh again i have misunderstood. from how lunch went i thought that you were now only posting with the smaller friends list. but anyways im behind you melissa.

[peacefulxtouch]

haha poor liz...i must be confusing the dickens out of you.
I am only posting for a MUCH smaller friends list...but I am still just not gonna update for a while..when i DO go back to posting, it's gonna be for very very few to see.
sorry for confusing you darlin'. hehe

[jilllv4]

I know I am way too old for this thing....but I wanted to check on you Melissa. I am so sorry, and I won't try and tell you that there is no need in being upset or sad. Truth is, you can't help those feelings. I will tell you this......and believe me, I have been here a LONG time. You will get over this. Your life will be full of so much love, and you will look back on this time realizing that there is so much more than what you see right now. But honey, you are going to have to hurt for now. It is part of life. You WILL come out on the other side. I promise...and, I love you muchly!

[localshadows]

heyyy dear :D

[ms51n]

am i a friend?