they make medicine to make feel like
taking my medicine
and pills to keep me from
taking those other pills.
i can drink some elixir
to make my dick stiffer,
but none of this
will help me fall in love.

i am the most depressing person i know.
my mom yelled at me today, i tuned most it out
but i'm pretty sure she still thinks med school is in my future or something
i'm dumb mom!

yay.

then i laid around and wasted my day. and never went out, so i couldn't waste my night.

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things i didnt realize i would not like about going away to college

friends are hard, i don't like having them
but i fall in love with me friends, or i alienate myself
which is tough. usually.
i can't listen to whatever music i'd like to
because my roommate is playing some rapper, "chip the ripper"

blah

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the creative process starts with an angry person and ends with a bitter book

things never make themselves work
the bits of paper that i assemble
on my dresser with little notes of
how-not-to
ever write my next novel
i mean my,
first novel
still have no writing on them.
and there is no writing done;
nothing that exists outside
of this steaming summer night,
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