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[pcepinabiskit]

So because this girl loves me
I am supposed to love her right back.
And as much as it hurts me,
I'm not capable of doing that,
of doing that.

And when this girl kisses me
she keeps her eyes squeezed tight
the thought that I might hurt her
is going to keep me up
keep me up all night

this might mean, I am the
worst kind of person
that takes but can't give back
and it's obscene that I've spent my
whole life running to safety but
can't stop now that I'm on track
it is obscene I'll admit openly
that you're the one thing I do lack
but I can't make it seem
good enough to me
I am running off again

when this girl wraps an arm around my back
she means it, and that melts me
but this girl doesn't understand
how little I do believe
that I am capable of caring
having been burned
and fried,
having smoked away most of my soft insides
I am just some bitter cast iron furnace
took me years and empty bottles
but you too will learn this

but its not fair
its not fair
its not fair
Running off again