mom let me stay home today :)
i love that bitch hahah.
heather's coming up soon so we can smoke.
today's gunna be a fucking good day.

i'm srsly so excited for this weekend too.
me, heather, gabe &maybe ricky. what better way to spend my weekend?
PARTYING ALL KINDS! so damn happy :)

i had suuuch a good day.
went w/heather &gabe to ob AGAINNN :)
smoked at the spot, picked up from jesse, &had a goodass fuckin time.
two nights in a row with my 2 favorite people ever.
what fuckin more could i ask for? SRSLY?!
oh &heather's parents are going out of town this weekend.

i love my life<3

i feel miserable, sad, pissed off, annoyed, betrayed...
&most of all you completely broke my heart.
the only thing honestly keeping me together right now is the girls.
i really don't know where i would be right now if it weren't for them.

valentine's day is thursday :(
kill me now.

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yesterday was soo damn good :)
me, gabe, manda, and jake went to o.b.
walked on the pier, smoked at the BEST places ever.
fucking indiana jones shit! crawled through holes,
walked up crazyyyass hills hahah.

i dont remember the last time i had so much fun.
i love my boyfriend more than anything<3

today's christmas :)
i'm happy with what i got.
hahaha i love my family so much.

leaving for the desert tmrw,
heather's coming with me!!
YEAUUUH BITCHHHH.

i miss my baby =[
have to go back to work @5.
so not down.

"he's a speedy little man"
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
love that bitch<3

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fuck having people you care about more THAN
FUCKING ANYHING completely fuck you over.
fuck getting paid $16.14
fuck everything.
why the fuck am i even here anymore?
wtf did i do to deserve all of this?

i wouldn't know what to do without gabe.
he's the only person that's there for me.

i don't know what to do.
i don't deserve to be hurt like this.
i wish this never happened ='[
all i can do is cry.
please help me.