Ok, I made a post saying I'm bringing this blog back to life, and then I never posted anything else. I really think I will bring it back eventually, but I haven't had the time lately. I have something I wanted to write about, but I've also been doing a blog for my mass media class, which is an assignment, and I get so tired of doing that blog that ( Read more... )

Methinks I will bring this blog back to life.... 

Ahem, I have approximately ZERO comments on my Malaysia blog from my friends. So just in case you forgot, the address is qumalaysia.blogspot.com.... so check it out. It pretty much rocks.

Part IV

There are ways I’ve fallen
There are times I’ve been so weak
There are moments when I hear redemption calling
But I’m too far down to speak /

Sinking in a sea of self

Deception never sold so well

Regret like I have not

Pain like I don't want

I start to claw

Gotta get out /

It's just the state of affection

Just need something to cure the infection

I ( Read more... )

Pt III

What's going on inside of me?

I despise my own behavior

This only serves to confirm my suspicions

that I'm still in need of a Savior

I wanna be in the Light  /

Is the answer hiding somewhere

Inside the question

Is the solution

just finding the problem? /

Unwind me, heal my sickness

Unravel this, and set me free/

The disease of self runs ( Read more... )

Are you in control
Or is it me in disguise?

I want to feel I need something real
I want to get closer to you
How do I lay down my will /

I feel crazy, hope is hazy
Landslide inside
Fear wants to take my peace of mind /

It hasn’t always been this way
I remember brighter days
Before the dark ones came
Stole my mind
Wrapped my soul in chains /

I lie here ( Read more... )

Part I

I don't know what to think about me anymore,

Cause I am still the same as always.

Here I am again, that same old broken one.

I can't make it on my own. I need You.

What I mean is: I don't know

Exactly what it is I mean

The thing I don't wanna do, I do

What I wanna do, I don't /

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay

If I make them all ( Read more... )