Eternal Sleep

Not Death, But Sleep,
No talking,
No moving,
No emotion,
No feelings,
Only dreams, if any,
No struggles,
No trouble,
No strife,
No complex, more simplistic,
No misery,
No depression,
No loneliness,
No sadness,
No rejection or fear of, for that matter,
No yelling,
No violence,
No hatred,
No cruelty,
Only the peace, of Eternal

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i figured i should up date cause that last one is so depressing
when i use this website it literally is a journal for me i don't really intend for a lot of people to see it its more of a way for me to spout off like i'm actually talking to some one

to sleep and never wake again wouldn't be too bad either that or too stay drunk always loneliness is the worst thing in the world but it is what every human is faced with to always be alone thats why we create religion too give our selves a false sense of not being alone but then you also look at music why to we listen to literally thousands of ( Read more... )

yesterday was the happiest i've been in three years actually i should pretty much the only time i've been truly happy in the last three years seriously you can get drunk or high but that doesn't make you happy it just makes you forget for a while and i don't think i will need to forget for a while

It might not be the right time ( Read more... )

Humanity we are the most amazing thing we will ever see. We have the power to create and the power to destroy the beauty of our existence is that we have the ability to learn expand and make ourselves greater. We can mold ourselves we can educate ourselves. But it’s not just the physical things that we can do but the emotional we can love and hate ( Read more... )

haven't done this for a long time. Now when i look at the past entries i think to my self boy am i fucked up. But o well some people like fucked up people. And to those of you who don't go fuck yourself. actually i just like to say the fuck. and all of its variations fucked fucker sometime i'll go through my whole belief on cursing being bad ( Read more... )

after that last update i posted some thing else or so i thought that explained myself a bit but it basically was saying i would be better off without my dad, and yeah i was talking out of my ass a bit cause i was pissed but what ever.

It was originally decided that we would go back to avon at least two times a month. then it was decided that we would go once every month. BUT NEITHER HAVE FUCKING HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!! i was suppose to go to avon tomarrow at lunch time because it is a half day and its fall break for me. but i found out today that we won't be able to leave until ( Read more... )