I turn 18 in four days...
So please remember those awesome birthday plans you had for me

That it all.

far too much is going on
you have no idea

Round two...

Nicotine Withdrawal Symptoms

Cravings to smoke
Irritable, cranky
Insomnia
Fatigue
Inability to Concentrate
Headache
Cough
Sore throat
Constipation, gas, stomach pain
Dry mouth
Sore tongue and/or gums
postnasal drip
Tightness in the chest

can't wait.

ive come to find out who i really am lately
began to speak my mind and do what i want as opposed to following what other people do
overall i cant really complain about senior year
school is pretty chill
and even though the whole college thing is getting a little insane
im just glad im making some progress

But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable. Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you

So visiting colleges is going well.
I went to Bridgewater yesterday and Curry today
Both schools look sick
It's actually inspired me to continue to try and get my apps done
Other then that not much has been going on
Work is work
School is school
Annnd have a fantastic day

Should I try to hide ( Read more... )

fuck the po-lice

everything is getting to me.
for 1 i started smoking again
not proud about that one
but it seams to help a little.
im so lost about my future
no clue what to do about college

well i have faith things will work out in the end
and i hope you had a blast reading this.

school is insane
work is decent
i have money now
and i kind of want a cigarette...