What has happened so far:
Whatched "Passion love: The forbidden fruit", maybe one of the best porn movies i saw, and yes, i saw it with rachel.
I lost my friggen cell phone, most likely at school where i had it last on friday.
I still kinda miss Chris. But Im gonna try to get over myself.
Sometimes i wish..i could just be independent for a while ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. OK so Rachel slept over my place and so we decided to do something. So we called up Chris and asked if he wanted to go to the movies. We met up with Chris,full of energy and hyperness. SO anyways, we went up to the Beverly Center Movie theater, saw that no good movie was playiing, we went to another one which was closed. As we ( Read more... )

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I love you!! and I miss you!! dont ask....:)

yay tommorrow school starts late. im probally gonna be at the santa monica blvd starbucks drinking some coffee..thinking..thinking some more....and yea.. thinking again.i dont know what to think anymore of anything. sometimes things are just..i dont know. sometimes i think i dont belong here, but im still happy in a really strange way. althought ( Read more... )

MMkay..here goes an update. on "The life of the crazy german".

1. Looks like Chris is getting a bit better, which im happy about, cause i do care about him, and chris, if you read this, i just wanna let you know, that i did really care about you, and the only reason i didnt want a relationship was cause we're different in our own ways. Im trying ( Read more... )

I feel random. So i will post some random quizes. So random people will say "hey, i wanna do those too, and post them on my livejournal and/or myspace." See what you can do with all the possibilities randomness has got to offer? Yes, you do ( Read more... )

mmmmkay..so cause im bored im just gonna post some random pics of me and my frineds....today is most likely the day were my dad finds out that i have "broken the law"..bla bla bla..people who work for the goverment as in school, lke security guards, teachers are all just wild creatures, out to get the "Problem children", without realising that they ( Read more... )

WE TAKE SOO MANY PICTURES TOGETHER!!!!HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAH I LOVE TO DANCE. I FEEL SOO HAPPY!!! I DONT KNOW WHY!!! BUT I AM!! ALTHOGH SOMETHING REALLY CRAPPY IS GONING TO COME SOON THAT WILL AFFECT MY FAMILY AND ME BUT IM GONNA TRY TO BE STRONG!!! YEAH!!! I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE SMILE!! THINK POSITIVE EVERYONE!!!EVEN IN THE ( Read more... )

Ok so todays a day. And a day can mean many things, like all the possibilities that can happen. But mann... is it just me or is suddenly everything so dark. I dont want to be emo, i dont want to be a dark, depresed person, that just isnt me. So i need someone who can help me find the light of things... for me right now, i just cant have a ( Read more... )