Over Christmas break my mom made a joke.

I honestly didn't know how to react. I love my mom, regardless of her irrationalities and ability to inspire long rants, but she doesn't joke. She laughs and she is sarcastic, but an actual joke? No.

This is momentous.

I have been home for close to three weeks, and have accomplished nothing. Seriously I have done nothing. My stuff isn't unpacked, work hasn't started, I have no car so I can't go anywhere... etcetera. I am bored out of my mind. Everything I could be doing is mind numbing anyways... bored.

It's hard to be home and have to listen to my mom bitch about ( Read more... )

Today Jennah and I went on an adventure to find a park. Now the park is only about two miles from my dorm.... but we probably walked five miles before we found it. It was ridiculous... but fun. It was a really cool park with this old structure you could walk up into and a fountain like planter in front of it. It was all white with fading grafitti ( Read more... )

My tummy hurts. Not like deathly hurts, but almost like I am hungry... but not. So confusing ( Read more... )

It is depressing how much I miss my dog. This is only my second time home from college since she died, and the first time i was only home for less than twenty four hours... but this time it is like every little thing is a reminder that she is gone. I go to open the kitchen door and am careful so that I wont hit her, but she isn't there. I drop ( Read more... )

I have felt undeniably strange lately.

I don't even know if it is a bad strange... just a strange strange...

How unfortunate. I wish I understood the thoughts inside my head... and what I want to do, and be, and see. And how I want to do it... and how to make others see me how I wish to be seen. I wish I could hold back my sarcasm and just be nice ( Read more... )

I know I have once again abandoned you for an extended period of time...but I am back and I suppose that means I should tell you what I am thinking. The thought of the moment is never easy to explain, and so I seem to always ramble without a plan or even a goal. It seems much the same in the way I am approaching life as a whole. I do not know where ( Read more... )

Sooooo aparently I am in college now... kinda  a crazy thought. I have been here like a week and I still don't believe it. It's definately been interesting... not sure if it's good or bad. I have met alot of new people and run into a lot of old. i really just can't wait to go back and visit Peoria. Sleep in my own bed... talk to my best friends IN ( Read more... )

i managed to spend 700 dollars this month, and I don't know what the hell I bought and what I spent my money on... I am completely shell shocked, and my mom is PISSED! So glad I am leaving on Friday so that I can't be grounded for more than two days. Shitty way to spend my last two days here though. There is seriously nothing worse than getting ( Read more... )

Ok I am just going to make a list of why this vacation sucked the big one ( Read more... )