I miss my wife like hell. My first time being married. I am constantly afraid as hell of failing, especially because I love her sooo very much... so I am even more afraid of losing her. I know she tries to reassure me that she won't leave me but I make her cry all the time. Have of the time she doesn't tell me why? I don't know what is going on. I ( Read more... )

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I have not been around a lot but I have sometime now to update this thing. I have to be quick because I am on my dinner break and will need to return to class in like 2 hours. I had the greatest summer of my life, because I spent most of it with the love of my life and my soul-mate. Her name is Ayla. And she is the most beautiful girl I have ever ( Read more... )

So here I am... Sitting at work with a million things to do. and to lazy to do it. Daydreaming constantly of my girlfriend and when she will show up. Its been one hell of a month in April. I went to a shooting course in TX, which was very cool and educational but hurt like hell. Every part of me is tired and aching still. And the course was like 2 ( Read more... )

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The dream began last thursday, when the love of my life appeared out of no where like from smoke or as if she flew in the window like an angel floating into my dreams. Ok so she drove like 5 miles to come see me. She arrived and I took her out to rent 2 movies "Kate & Leopold" and "Garden State". Both movies were very good romantic comedies. I than ( Read more... )

ANOTHER RANDOM SURVEY ( Read more... )

You don't live because of what you know in your my mind, but what you feel in your heart. And I always feel her in my heart. She is always there. I feel her there all the time. I love her. She has mended most of my heart back together. I can feel again. It is like a miracle. I love you, Ayla.

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