jukebox selection C01 - Damien Rice Accidental Babies
[Jo's Apartment|Writing a Letter - Filter]
[she sets out to write him a letter as well, it's been a few hours and she had been thinking a long while about how she thought he could come and hang out with her, but it's come to her attention how that's exactly not the thing she needs]
Sam,
I've written so much today my wrist hurts, but I just wanted to let you know that I moved out of the castle. I left a letter for Alec, but I'm not even sure if he got it and I'm not even sure if I should ask him if he did.
I think this is good though, for me. I'm bored out of my skull at the moment, but I realized that I have a lot more on my mind than I knew.
You said that you'd see me and I thought that it'd be okay, but I don't think that's the right thing for me. I can't just go from one distraction to another one. My therapist would be proud of me I th-
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[the pen stops short because she heard a noise]
[small quiet voice comes from behind her:] Mommy... I can't sleep.
[there's a stunned look on Jo's face as she puts the journal and the letter she was writing aside]
Huh?
[the little girl just moves across the room, climbing onto her lap]
Huh??
[she picks up the letter she was writing Sam and tears the page out, starting over completely, with just a filter]
[Sam Winchester]
[dictates, slightly quietly] Is there something going on back there that I don't know about?? [despite the quiet of her voice, there's a very urgent sound to it] Because, there's something going on here and it's not normal.
Not at all.
[she sets out to write him a letter as well, it's been a few hours and she had been thinking a long while about how she thought he could come and hang out with her, but it's come to her attention how that's exactly not the thing she needs]
Sam,
I've written so much today my wrist hurts, but I just wanted to let you know that I moved out of the castle. I left a letter for Alec, but I'm not even sure if he got it and I'm not even sure if I should ask him if he did.
I think this is good though, for me. I'm bored out of my skull at the moment, but I realized that I have a lot more on my mind than I knew.
You said that you'd see me and I thought that it'd be okay, but I don't think that's the right thing for me. I can't just go from one distraction to another one. My therapist would be proud of me I th-
---[/end filter]
[the pen stops short because she heard a noise]
[small quiet voice comes from behind her:] Mommy... I can't sleep.
[there's a stunned look on Jo's face as she puts the journal and the letter she was writing aside]
Huh?
[the little girl just moves across the room, climbing onto her lap]
Huh??
[she picks up the letter she was writing Sam and tears the page out, starting over completely, with just a filter]
[Sam Winchester]
[dictates, slightly quietly] Is there something going on back there that I don't know about?? [despite the quiet of her voice, there's a very urgent sound to it] Because, there's something going on here and it's not normal.
Not at all.