After all this money and schooling that I have gone through... I have come to realize that I kind of just want to be a nighttime janitor ( Read more... )

If it were not so painful and would not cause my mother so much grief, I fear that suicide would be a viable option.

My lil, but not so lil, brother is now in Kuwait undergoing training in preparation to go to Irag. I dont like it one bit ( Read more... )

I want to marry Jeff Corwin. He is so funny and he is all about animals and hes cute.

You should all watch The Jeff Corwin Experience because he is awesome. HAHA.

I went to the school's psychologist today and she asked me if I though of taking anti-anxiety meds... I said 'sure, I love drugs'. Now I have an appointment with the psychiatrist in December. Meanwhile, I will continue to sit in her chair and go crazy and talk fast like I always do.

Jeff is so awesome. He sends me cute stuff in the mail to try to cheer me up because he knows how stressed I am. He sent me the DVD 'Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind'. I really liked that movie and it was weird because I saw it with him and although I didnt know him long at all, I could see parallels between the movie and us. Today I got a ( Read more... )

So much for the intelligence of the American people. *clap clap* Way to elect the moron, AGAIN! He fucking cheated again anyway cuz something crazy is going on with absentee ballots and shit. Not that I liked Kerry. But he was the lesser of two evils. I don't see how going to war solves anything and I especially don't see how people can support an ( Read more... )

For the first time in my entire school career I am contemplating dropping out.

Zoology was fun today despite the fact that bombed a quiz in the beginning of lab. Today we dissected a few arthropods. The main one was Crayfish. That was kinda boring. I hate dissecting things that have been dead and preserved for a bit because everything internal is one color so it's difficult to decifer one part from the next. We were also told ( Read more... )

I never update this damn thing so here it goes in a nutshell ( Read more... )