My New Year's resolution is easy, and hasn't changed for the past three years...

1. Live another year.

It's also my birthday wish. Since I've made it for three years, I'd say I'm doing pretty good.

Went to Tree's house for New Year's Eve. Watched fireworks. Had an awesome night, but I only got three hours of sleep. My dad picked me up and we went ( Read more... )

And I guess that is the story of my life.

Anyways, as of last Thursday I took my last final at LBJ. Afterwards I found Tree and then we went to her house where she decided to play dress up and make me look sexy (and like a girl too). We then went back to school so shecould go to wrestling practice and I could help set up for Madrigal Dinner.Which ( Read more... )

 
And I'm not in the mood for it.

Or maybe I am.

Who knows what I want. I don't want to leave, I don't want to stay, I wish there was another way...

I wish I could somehow make this all better. Make it easier. Make it so that it wouldn't matter, fuck, who I am kidding, it doesn't matter.

I was writing today, restarting a story, and halfway through ( Read more... )

So, finals are next week.

That means Holiday break.

Which means that once Holiday break is over, I'm going to a new school.

I don't know what to think of all this. Gerb certainly thinks that I should stay, everyone wants me to stay, what do I want to do? I don't know. I don't know if Lanier is going be right, or if I should stay at LBJ. I don't ( Read more... )

"Not everyone knows everything." I rested my head on Tree's chest.
"I want to know everything." She looked at me...
"What do you want to know?" I perched up on an elbow.
"What's going on at school?"

A couple of minutes later...

"I didn't want to ruin the best thing I have going for me..."I looked at her.
"I love you."
"I know but...blah blah...wait, I ( Read more... )

Okay, so Thanksgiving was fun as usual. Had about ten people over. Lots and lots of food.

I'm going to Tiff's tonight. Her boyfriend is going out with his guy friends, so we're having a girls night out. And her brother won't be there. So it'll be just us, and her mom, but her mom usually stays in her room anyways. It'll be fun though. I always ( Read more... )

Okay, so I guess I was going to update yesterday, but didn't because the whole house got into a fight and there was lots of yelling and cussing and general freaking out. Yesterday was awesome, besides that. Tree wrote a poem and gave it to me so that made the day all gravy. I leave you with this, the poem:

"i'm not a gushy person
i don't say mushy ( Read more... )

So, Tree was over here this weekend. We watched The Crow and Identity and half of League of Extraordinary Gentlemen (We got bored and walked up to Sonic).

Everyone is so tense in this house, but I could care less, because its not my problem!

I told her that I was transferring, and that I didn't tell her beforehand because I didn't want to possibly ( Read more... )

Okay, so yesterday I had a meeting with...Bert. Well, that's what I'll call him anyways. Bert was an old teacher/friend and we lost contact for ahwile, but Scott called and said that I needed someone besides him and family and friends of family to talk to. So I did.

My father dropped me off infront of the building, and I walked in. It felt so ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm worried about telling Tree. I don't know how she'll react. I don't know how I'll react.

It really sucks cuz everytime I think about it or talk about it I start crying. And I hate that.

Gonna talk to Sormani. Scott thought that he might help me. I don't know how. Whatever.

"If I could take all the blame to the grave I would stand up ( Read more... )